Alright..thats the bottom line. I cant believe I actually have friends and a family.I'm selfish and rude and over-react to everything,ecspecially if i dont get my way. I get bitchy about things that i dont understand and when I feel like I'm being attacked I go into defense mode thus what happend for the past 3hours. My life sucks for the time being,My dad is getting married to his girlfriend that i've only known for 5 months and even though i told him my opinion,he doesnt car and they are getting married in september wanting me to miss one of my 1st days of school.Bullshit. I'm upset because NO ONE is understanding me right now and I bet to some of you reading this think I sound emo. Thats because I sound emo. My boyfriend tries sooo hard to understand me and I love him to death for it but, he cant. I let my temper get the best of me and I hurt alot of ppls feelings because I think they are trying to hurt mine. My mom wont stop saying that I should move in with her and thats driving me crazy. I have school finals next week,plus 4 projects due that I havent even started(cept for 1 and yes I know thats my fault). I'm so paranoid that I think my best friend is betraying me and I dont wanna admit that I'm wrong. I'm probably ruining our relationship that way but, thats my fault and I'll blame myself for it. I think too much about everything,all at once and eventually i think I'll literally drive myself insane. My art and music are the only things that calm me down and latley I have not been drawing...